Downloading Symbiotic Union: A Tale of Sex, Drugs, and Rock N' Roll
Jax is an insensitive loudmouthed asshole, Chaucer is a calculating user…their relationship is complex, possibly even codependent, but certainly dysfunctional… Yes, Jax and me are messed up. Ours is a codependent relationship; he needs me. I need him. We need each other; we’re messed up without each other. He needs me in ways I don’t understand. I need him because…I need him because no one’s ever needed me the way he does. I could never leave him—he would never let me leave him. He never would. I think he’d kill me before he’d let me go. I’ve never tried to leave, I’ve never really wanted to. Despite the many ways he’s messed me over during the past 20 years, I still wouldn’t leave—he won’t let me and besides I don’t want to. Am I a masochist? Maybe, I don’t know…perhaps…