Downloading Spitting off the Edge of the World (Not Strong Enough 1)

I found you just when I thought my life was over.

Julien Kendrick

Not only am I a recent high school graduate from a prestigious school, but I also come from money—a lot of money. So why am I miserable? No, it’s more like apathy. I crave to escape this life, while others are desperate for it. I want to feel again. To feel something, anything. The decision to leave my horrible parents and friends to spend two weeks doing what I want to do is meant to be my last hurrah, as the old saying goes. I don’t want to spend it alone, though, so I hire a prostitute I find on the street. Not only is he stunningly beautiful, but his pain calls to me.

He’s the one I want to spend my last two weeks with.

Romeo

No kissing. No holding. And no loving. Ever.

Those are the rules. They’re simple when I need life to be easier. But then along comes Julien, who pays a small fortune to have me for two weeks. This is my chance to escape my hell—a life I’ve known for as long as I can remember. My only memories are of being used and abused. I don’t even know my birth name, having lost it somewhere in my past. When our two weeks are up, I plan to run, but Julien is derailing that plan. He’s so kind to me. Gentle. I’m not used to it, but I’m greedy for it. Now, I’ll do anything to keep him.

PLEASE BE CAREFUL OF SPOILERS

Tropes:

🧁 Male Escort
🧁 Road Trip
🧁 Different Worlds
🧁 Rich/Poor
🧁 Unexpected Love
🧁 Hurt/Comfort
🧁 Quick Burn
🧁 Opposites Attract
🧁 Obsession/Possessiveness
🧁 ‘I’ll Burn the World for You’
🧁 ‘I’ll Unalive Someone for You’

Content Warning: Suicidal ideations, plans for suicide, depression, rape/CSA (not detailed but on page), verbal and physical abuse, sex trafficking/pedophilia, prostitution, murder, drug use, underaged drinking, heavy drinking, smoking, feelings of despair and loneliness, off-page suicide (not MCs), explicit language and explicit sex. 408 pages