Downloading Gay Rebel Gone Forever

If nothing else, Mr. Cook is a man of his word. But all I want is for him to go against it, if only just this once.
His actions tell a different story than his words and I will never understand him. Is he trying to protect me? Does he not feel the connection we have? Why is he so damn adamant about leaving my life, forever?
All I know is that I need to change his mind. This can't be it. This can't be the end.
This is part 5 of the Gay Rebel (amazon.com/dp/B00S7AWJZ4) series: