Downloading Fractured Souls (Splintered Hearts 3)
Bo
Do you know what it’s like being in love with your straight best friend for most of your life? Well, if you guessed it sucks, then ding ding ding, you’d be correct.
For most of my life it’s been my best friend Cam and me against the world. I thought I had made peace with being in love with my very straight best friend. As long as I have Cam in my life, everything is perfect.
Then he kisses me.
I don’t know what to do. Everything is messed up. I feel like our friendship is slowly spiraling out of control. Cam insists he made a mistake. He’s just lonely. That’s all.
So why can’t he stop?
Why does he keep coming back to me?
I’m living out a fantasy I’ve had since I even knew what love was. This should feel like a dream. Instead, I’m afraid it’s slowly going to turn into a nightmare.
Cam
After another breakup I run to my best friend like I do every time I need comfort. It’s just how we are. It may seem odd to some how close we are, but it’s just us. There’s no Camden Almeida without Bowen Zhao. He’s everything to me. I refuse to mess up our relationship like I do in all my relationships.
Then I kiss him.
I don’t know why I did it. I'm so confused. I’ve never even looked at another man this way. I don’t know what’s happening. Why am I feeling like this now? One kiss changes everything. Maybe it’s because we’re so comfortable together. I don’t know. Soon our relationship is spiraling out of control. Jealousy, resentment, and bottled-up feelings threaten to derail our friendship. Things I’ve never felt before won’t stop surfacing, and I don’t know how to go back to before I kissed him.
The thing is, I don’t think I want to.
359 pages
Do you know what it’s like being in love with your straight best friend for most of your life? Well, if you guessed it sucks, then ding ding ding, you’d be correct.
For most of my life it’s been my best friend Cam and me against the world. I thought I had made peace with being in love with my very straight best friend. As long as I have Cam in my life, everything is perfect.
Then he kisses me.
I don’t know what to do. Everything is messed up. I feel like our friendship is slowly spiraling out of control. Cam insists he made a mistake. He’s just lonely. That’s all.
So why can’t he stop?
Why does he keep coming back to me?
I’m living out a fantasy I’ve had since I even knew what love was. This should feel like a dream. Instead, I’m afraid it’s slowly going to turn into a nightmare.
Cam
After another breakup I run to my best friend like I do every time I need comfort. It’s just how we are. It may seem odd to some how close we are, but it’s just us. There’s no Camden Almeida without Bowen Zhao. He’s everything to me. I refuse to mess up our relationship like I do in all my relationships.
Then I kiss him.
I don’t know why I did it. I'm so confused. I’ve never even looked at another man this way. I don’t know what’s happening. Why am I feeling like this now? One kiss changes everything. Maybe it’s because we’re so comfortable together. I don’t know. Soon our relationship is spiraling out of control. Jealousy, resentment, and bottled-up feelings threaten to derail our friendship. Things I’ve never felt before won’t stop surfacing, and I don’t know how to go back to before I kissed him.
The thing is, I don’t think I want to.
359 pages